You Broke Me Beyond Repair and for That I'll Never Forgive You
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Ever since we broke up, I've been a wreck. Not because I miss you and not because I loved you, but because you tried to kill me and the worst part of it is that I don't think you knew what you were doing.
I'll admit we were both bullies, but what you did to me drove me into the ground. People say all the time that I'm lucky I got out before you started throwing physical punches and I know that I am.
I know it would've only been a matter of time since your fist met my face.
You walked around for so long saying that I'm crazy, telling people to watch out for me because I abused you worse than you ever did me.
I know that I hurt you with my weaponized words, but you have left lifelong bruises on my mental health. You hurt me worse than anyone
I've ever met.
You did nothing except isolate me and tear me down.
I'm a girl that can take a lot of hits; life can knock me down whenever it chooses to do so, but your emotional corruption is what really did me in.
Maybe you knew every manipulative move that you were making in order for me to drive my loved ones away from me.
Maybe you knew that every time you called me a whore I would sink further into the ditch that you were digging for me.
It's been years now and I'm still having a hard time forgiving you.
Every day I walk through life hoping that today's the day I will forgive you, but then one little memory comes rushing back, making my life so much worse than I ever thought it would be.
I always try to see the best in people and level out situations.
I know that you've moved on, that your life is fantastic now and you're happy. But still, I hope you get help.
I hope you know the emotional and mental damage that you caused one girl.
As much as it pains me to say this, I do wish you the best, but just know that years, I am still trying to forgive you.
I am not holding a grudge, but the weight of what you did to me has caused me nothing except excruciating agony.
I am over you, but I'm not over what you did to me.
Maybe one day I will forgive you, but for now, I can't.
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